Ow my EYE

I thought i had put a post about what had happened to my eye, but apparantly I must have typed it and then decided I had no time to post it so I discarded it... :( well ok. Story is, Wednesday I took my contacts out so I could feel better, I thought there was something in my eye. Something stayed in my eye, and by Friday it was bugging me so much that I went to Charlotte to my eye doctor to get it looked at. NO, after Wednesday I took my contacts out and havent worn them since.

Well...I have to take one drop of ;alksdfjaldkjf and another of fjkdls;adlkfj...hang on let me get them out and let you pronounce them... Ciprofloxacin (which i think is the weaker one) and Tobradex which is not tasty...it gags me when I forget to pinch the top of my nose so it dont drain down my throat. ick...

Weekend was good, made Jordan mad at me, I didnt think I could but I did. Got to hang out with Jack too, he's pretty cool. OOOOH and haha I learned something yay...I WOULD know all of it, but because I was so irritated when he finally decided to help me, I quit because I couldnt focus. But Jordan taught me to play WISH YOU WERE HERE or at least the beginning of it. Before he starts strumming the guitar. Just the intro...but I will know it all soon. It's not that hard. yayuh!

hm......i think that's it for now...

Crazy Story

Ok...where to begin. I guess I will start with where I left you all. Thursday. Thursday I ended up WALKING to the train station in 16 degree weather...my hands were crisp and pained. I had a huge bag over my shoulder which weighed me down and I had an irritated spot on my leg from it hitting my leg with every step. It was half my weight, but later on David was carrying it and he picked it up in the car with one hand above his head...I wanted to cry. Well anyways i'm getting ahead of myself. Got on the train, la te da, the next day we snuck over to kidnap Heidi. And kidnap Heidi we did. And so Jerrid came with his wife and son too, so there was a number of people in the house. Heidi left with Jerrid so he could drop her off at the station so she could catch the train back. I think he ended up driving her home because he went the wrong way.

Long weekend and on Tuesday the alarm clock was not set, I missed the train back to EL. Drove Dave to work and we got all the way back to the house when I realized for David that he was supposed to meet his mother Tuesday. He called her, mentioned the situation, I think he asked his mother if she could take me home. Ended up nobody remembered the stuff and when we left to Flint, my things were forgotten and so I didnt get to have his mother take me back.

I made reservations for the train on Wednesday morning, and we left. We almost missed it, if it had not been about ten minutes late, I would have not caught it. So when I got back to EL I caught the bus at the right time, I didnt have to wait long, got off the bus and caught the one bus, didnt have to wait long, went to class. yay...not really.

On another note, Hunter S. Thompson died...they were teaching me about his brilliance and I was beginning to obsess over him along with everyone else, and on Tuesday we found out about it...ugh...

Thursday

well today is Thursday I am leaving I am going to David's after today...I am happy about that. I have alot of problems right now and he is the only person who can comprehend everything that i rattle out. There is alot of crap in my head and it needs to be sorted through. This is a bunch of bullshit...I dont understand this crap. Ugh...only thirteen more hours until I can relax...until then my life is "a;ksdfkd;asdlkjfkda;lsldjkf" right now...this is BULLSHIT. ugh. I hate you. And as for what is going on in NRIZMWZH life right now...UGH! dont worry, it's almost over. Just another week of bull for you. For me...not so. More like an unestimated time of bull left before I can escape it...a;lsdkjf;laskdjflkjdf;lkjadsf

LOOK WHAT I DID

HEY EVERYONE LOOK WHAT I DID, AND I DONT MEAN IN THE PICTURE--I MEAN LOOOOOOK!! I ACTUALLY GOT A PICTURE TO BE IN MY POST!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA...YES! HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY

oh yeah...the picture is of this weekend, it's my backside running to the house... SWEEEEET I am so happyyyyyyyy!!!

GINGER MARRIE

Wanna Swim??

Heh heh heh...that's right, I did it. I went swimming. They talked about it for a long time, and we finally did it. Here's the story...

Saturday, David tells me that he may have found a ride up there for me. His friend wanted to go visit him, so on Sunday we went up there. He told me to bring my bathing suit. When we got there, they had just recently finished cutting a hole in the ice. The day went on, we did a few other things but for some reason we waited until it was dark out before we went swimming.

Gary was watching us down farther on the lake, he knew we were going to go. There was another house watching us, apparantly they recorded us. This is how it went...

They had all been talking about it for so long, how much fun it would be...and how they wanted to do it so bad. They had to con me into putting my bikini on, but the story's not done yet...

We all went out there, Dave was at the edge of it and was going to go first. David was going to go very last so he could watch everyone else. Dave chickened out and said "screw this i'm going back inside where it's warm!" and we all followed him. Dave and Ashley argued over who would go first. Then she decided I was going to go first. I had to remind her how bad she wanted to be first originally because she wanted the first hot shower. So we all went outside and Ashley went to the edge. She chickened out too. Then Dave was going to again, but he didnt either. So I was sick of hearing people chicken out of something they had wanted to do for a while, and so I--GINGER--tore off my shirt and leapt in.

HOOOOO!! Get me outta here!!! A hand reached for me and i pulled it. There was another pair of hands holding a towel for me, I grabbed it and kept running. Dave was inside watching through the window, he was laughing and was suprized that I jumped in. I turned on the hot hot water and was warm soon.

When I came out in two minutes everyone was there waiting for me. So after that, we all went back outside and everyone dove in one after another. I had started it. Aaron I think was the only one who went in twice. Brave...I wanted to go in twice too but i didnt. I think I am going up there again tonight, maybe i'll take a second turn again tonite...

Oh, by the way--HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to those I love, you know who you are. For the rest of the world, remember that just because it's Valentine's day, it doesnt mean I dont still hate you. I just wont act like it so much today.

Oh and yeah--today is a verrrry beautiful day! It's warm, a little humid, and it is raining every now and then...soooo beautiful.

Think about it

This is awful. I cant believe it...I am horrified. But it's not completely out of reason, I can imagine a reasoning for it. But it...WRONG.

ThEYEve

Yes yes...so working in HTML crap in computer class every day makes us want to play with things. And we have been playing in our blog. We had been playing with the way it looked before, but we didnt know anything of what we were doing then. But we are beginning to read the codes, we know this effed up language a little now. And yes, Neil, you can call us THEYEVES because we stoles something from your blog precious, yes yes we did! That's ok, soon we will know more about this language than you do Neil, and we will laugh as we show YOU what something means! hahaha...

Actually back to Ginger and away from the sinister one that is inside me: I like doing html and all but I want to learn Flash. Screw all this other crap I am glad I have learned Photoshop even though I can know much more, uh yeah, I want to know flash...

cripe! I just did the math and realized i need to go now if I plan on eating something and making it back here in time for class!! enough bitching and enough playing in html, good day!

Roaming

Running from the world
Running from the dreams I had
Running away from who I thought he was
I run because I am afraid
Looking back I hope
Hope I got away
Away from all the pain the world is laying on me

I sit
Leaning on a rock
The rain is for me
There is pain caused by my absence
I know I must return
Return to what I hate most
To what I fear
But I sit by my rock
Loving the beauty that is hidden to all but me
Only I can see

As I walk back
Back to hell
Back to all the stress
Back to all the drama
Back to THEM
I think about that beauty I saw
I cry
Wishing the rest of the world could see it
THEY need to see it
Then THEY would understand
Then THEY might comprehend

But until then
I must return
Constantly running to the beauty in the world
Hoping someone will watch me run
And see the beauty that I hide to
Hoping someone will love the beauty in this world
And they will not destroy it
Like so many others have

Until then I must always return.

Went to David's

Story:

Friday, so excited to be going to David's. Decide not to trust the bus to get there. It was warm out, I would walk. All the way down Harrison in the dusk. So I did. And just like Neil figured, it took about a half hour. And when I got there, I still had fourty minutes before the train was supposed to be there. I had forgot a book, OR paper, all I had luckily was Neil's cd player and plenty of cd's and batteries.

8:05. I go up to the guy behind the counter and ask him how will I know when the train comes. The train was supposed to be there at 8:08. He said he didnt have anything to do with the Amtrak, just the Greyhound. So, I sat back down and waited. Went outside, asked someone if they were waiting for the train too, yep.

After an hour of it being late, I tried to call David on the payphone. Payphone was defective. I asked to use a cell phone, one appeared. I called him, he said he'd call back with info, it didnt leave Chicago until two hours and fifteen minutes late, due to "electrical problems". Or something like that. SO, at ten twenty, I got on the train.

La la la la la nothing out the windows to look at because it's dark. Just the distant lights of towns and now and then a town to go thru. Alot to look at when we went thru Flint. After we stopped at Flint I was awake again, the next stop was Lapeer!! So anyways, got there and had a good weekend. Ashely and Nikki were camped out in the house waiting for me. I got there at one. Ugh...so tired.

We went snowmobiling on the lake...which I didnt think was as thick as they wanted me to believe...and Ashley was supposed to finish cutting the hole in the ice so we could go polar bear swimming but she didnt finish it. It was her task, she promised David.

Monday morning, woke up at 4:30, we were supposed to leave at five. Dave had to go to work at 6, and I had to catch the train at 6:05. Plan was to drop Dave off first and then wait for the train with me. We waited around for Dave to wake up and call for us. He never did. At 5:20 we decided to check on him, he wasnt going to go to work. So we left at 5:30, late. We pulled up to the station, and there was a few cars there, all appeared to be empty. We thought maybe we had missed it, we had no way to know the time. Then not even five minutes after we parked does it come. It was a couple minutes late, if it had been on time (like it never is i guess...) then I would have missed it and been stuck in Lapeer...

Y'all wanna talk like dem Yanks?

I find this hilarious, they seem to lovvvvve their accents, but they have to face the facts: they are hideous and NEED to be able to be ditched if they are leaving their home state.

Frrrrrreyeyeyeday!!

Wooo, it's friday! I get to go away from here later today...like 11 hours or so and no more big city crap for a couple days. Alllright!! As for some people who are in GR, they never came to see me yesterday, good or bad i dunno yet. But anyways, forget that, I am happy! Leaving EARLY!! YAYYAYYAAYAYYAYAYAAA!

Foggy Day

Tuesday: I woke up to an alarm clock going off at 5:48 am. Hit the snooze. After hitting it a couple more times, I shut it off. I wake up again to a clock that reads 7:20. PANIC!! I am supposed to leave at 7:20! Then I remember that my clock is twenty minutes ahead, and so I go out to the living room as usual and turn on the tv. The Today show just begun. At the bottom of my screen were delays. I stood there anxiously hoping hoping hoping...and then I read Eaton County, Charlotte Public Schools 2 hour delay no am kidnegarden no lcc...WOOO! I watched it go through twice, to assure that it was not something I had imagined (because i've done that before) and went back to bed.

Woke up with a good ten hours of sleep, when if I had had school I would have only had about six hours of sleep. I remembered something, and because I remembered it I was afraid to leave the apartment. I remembered that David told me Aaron was back in Michigan. I was told once that he couldnt be in the state without it being known by everyone, and now I find it to be true. He only told one person, but no matter who he told, it leaked to the entire circle, and now everyone knows. But he doesnt know everyone knows. Well anyways my point is that I dont want to miss him if and when he comes to see me. But what I did to was do a load of laundry and I went to Amtrak and got tickets for this weekend.

Well anyways, that is my story. I cant wait for the weekend, I get to go see David!